awake without warning, the black of the morning---

There is

something

falling.



There, see?

High in the sky but also

where it fell years before

already under black dirt,

the prints of feet

of animals and trees.



The world was different when she was born

but I walk here too,

the soles of my feet pitch with soil

and scrapes,

the trees bearing witness as I climb.



I thought I knew how high

before she fell to earth,

but when I saw her spine

split, broken,



she didn’t make a sound through the air as she fell

or landed

and now, do I jump?



She is waiting

in the next world below

but how



is anyone ever ready?



Dec 10
something’s falling

Everything in life is only lived for the fermata at the end.



When its over, no one knows what to say. They hold their breath and wait for the orchestra to stand.



I don’t remember how I felt when my mother didn’t come home. I don’t feel anything now, not knowing what happened to her.



I’m still waiting for someone to get up and start clapping.



Dec 10
le veuve noir

Once upon a time, a lonely man plucked a yellow girl from her home, put her in a jar, and kept her.

She paced the circular base, one foot in front of the other, step step.

She looked heavenward to meet his eyes, tapped on the glass. He couldn’t hear the echo like she could.

He dropped his wishes in beside her. Pretty, shining celestial bodies. They kept her awake at night. 

Step, step, while he was away. Tap tap.

She curled her spine to the glass, stretched her fingers to the other side. She couldn’t reach, and instead, slept.



Dec 10
tap, tap. hello.